This Is My Thinking

On 24 may 2009; 10am

My grandfather passed away morever he is weak..Almost laying on the mattress without doing anything. He was admitted inside the hospital for at least five days from last Monday, I can't think of what to write..My mind is blank at the moment..But I can tell you that when my dad told me that grandpa has passed away, I couldn't belive it at all..I was confused by it..It doesn't make sense at all for me to believe this that it is happening to my mum and my mum's sides..Everyone was sad of his disappearance..

I have always wanted to say that "People lived and died, you will never be able to predict what will haapen maybe ten or twenty yeas down the road, it will be your turn and people will mourning over your death..If you are married, your family, husband will feel lost as in his friends,lover and wife has passed away due to certain reason. Therefore, if you passed away, your parents will feel sad about it, that their daughter will be gone forever and ever and will not be coming back again.They will go back to the world they actually belong to..

Some people will go to Heaven where else some people will go to......(I don't want to type it out),

My dad told me that each day at least 20,000 people will died be it an accidents,fall ill and etc..he say those baby who born and brought to this world will be an exchange towards those people that are dying..It is an exchange for those newborns baby to come to this world while those people that has passed away will be the one who will go back to the world where they actually belong..

Will miss my grandfather..

Always...

Miss him very much...

I WANT TO CHANGE MY LOOKS AND HAIRSTYLE

I want to change all my hairstyles and look.. I wanna new looks and not the old!! My hair I want it to be at the shoulder lenghth and nice for me to smell my hair and play with my hair..Isn't that cool??

I wanna my hair look like Kristen Stewart..It's really nice and I like her hair color and her eyes color..It's really look nice..Imagine I am at overseas and I go for makeover within 6 hours and I turned like her..Isn;t that great?? I sound so fanatic about Kristen Stewart's hairstyles and looks..

Cool..Her hair and eyes looks so great..I want my hair just like hers.. I don't want these old hair and I want my eyes contact to be like hers..I want it to be like hers!!!

Love ya

About My Daily Life

Everyday I meet and see different kind of people be it a women,men,girl or even boy. Different kind of people, some peopla will stare as if I owe them anything. In human world,there is always full of obstacles that you must go through before getting the things that you want be it your happiness or even career.Everything in this world always has a problem and there's also a solution for every problem maybe you are not the one who think about it maybe those that are surrounding know how to solve the problem. If you run away from the problem, you will never get things done.. That's what I used to do in the past but I am still doing it.. People may said that I am over confident of what I have been doing. I just want to have self respect towards myself. Every human being has their his or her own pride, I always though that only guys and boys will have pride but I always have my own pride. I love the things around me and I really hope that in time to come someone will treat me better than this, be it my boyfriend,my cousin or even anyone.I want to let them know that every human being has their own mindset. I am way too far from others. Again, I want to tell everyone should have their respect for one another.