On Friday, watch movie at AMK Hub bought ticket around 1 plus with

Xiao Wei,Si Li,Ariffin,Wei Rong,Fiona,Vanessa,Jia Hao,Klein and I..while waiting for some people to come, we were wondering at the cinema like one beggar..haha..dont get offended for those who is involved..pathetically, Xiao Wei was the one who organized this and I was kinda freak out wondering that person will be watching the movie too..After few minutes, we decided to eat at banquet..and that person looks cools in his home clothes but I didn't talk much with him because he wanna to be this way so I just follow his way then and after a while I cant take it any longer..Inside the theatre,Jia Hao seat at outside and that person seat beside Xiao Wei and I seat beside her and beside me is Vanessa and then Fiona,Si Li,Ariffin and lastly Wei Rong..haha..I can say its kinda a lot of people after watching the movie, we dont have any idea whether to go home or not..Klein,Jia Hao and Fiona going somewhere that is not home..Si Li,Xiao Wei and Ariffin going home same as for Vanessa and I went home too..

morning got haze that from far I can see and its kinda thick..

in class, was kinda empty but slowly people start to comes in due to the lightning at outside and there was no morning assembly and after that is EBS lesson and we do theory paper because we haven't yet take the N level EBS paper and first period, I did and after few minutes, my friends talks to me and I stopped for a while for a least half a period..after that is Eng language and I sneak out at just to go to toilet and I did and I went in and out of the classroom from the back door and freak out because my friends get to go out but I have to go out sneaking..on the way to the washroom hits the wall and injured my back and my hand..freak as usual..after that is recess, ate my breakfast cum lunch, and after that is Sci and it's damn boring and I wrote something on my left hand and it says "Science lesson is so boring"..besides it's double period and I can easily die at the spot..and after that I followed Khaliff to his classroom and all of sudden I sense that something is going on that is people from another class is throwing all kind of stuff and I didn't know that I seat in the middle of the classroom and soon or later, someone throw a newspaper at me and I hurt my head and I was also staring with that person and guess what he laugh at me because the newspaper hit at me and I was about to say "WTF" but I did not say it..and then their maths teacher is here and I went to my own classroom..It's Maths lesson and guess wat are we doing..paper and paper and n level paper that can make me drive to my grave..and then got scolding from mdm chong and that person just cut in not knowing that Im that person and after few minutes of doing the questions, I went bonkers because I does not know how to count what's that and I mad at myself for being such a dumb and then few minutes later, when I was very angry people start to throw shuttlecock at me and I was throwing it back at them and not knowing who throw the thing at me and my friends told me at that guy presence that he's the one who throw it. At that moment, itself.. I was so angry that I threw the clock at him because I was such a dumb ass and I went off..after few minutes, I went back to classroom and my friends wants to return my calculator back and I went my friends place and guess what..The calculator is already at my bag and I scolded or even say "CB" even though my form teacher is inside the classroom..

come to school just in time,

going to be late but what can I do is

quickly walk..and talk and talk

during assembly time,

had a hair spot check, who's in deep

shit not the girls,not me but the boys,

their sideburns..we,girl clip here and there

and we can go already..

first two period maths and that's so bored

early in the morning maths lesson..

how bored it is..first period got do

my work and when the seconds

period get so tired

keep yawning here and there

and feeling very sleepy

thanks to my sleeping hours tat I

only sleep for six hours..

then, a lot of things happen but not

that interesting at all

but during VE lesson, need to take

class photo for the last time and

that's so boring..talk to my friends

about that particular person

and thanks to my good friends wondering

where will he standing at..

while waiting, keep looking at him..

he wore the tie look really smart on him

and very happy to see him wearing that tie..

am happy and when taking pictures

what my friends say, it did really happen..

he's stand behind me and I was kinda

freak out at that moment..and I keep fidgeting after those

people, and at that spot I got scolded wif those people

and I was kinda embarrassed because he scolded me in front of everyone..

He look kinda cool and good-looking when he wore his tie..

He looks totally cool that I can be easily melting right on the spot..

I know that Im kinda going overboard by saying those stuff but what can I say Im getting obsessed by him and I will never get tired of him because I had a special feelings for him but if I had a major crush on that particular person once I had a major crush and I will like him and will never get tired of him..

school fun and noisy but things going for me is kinda perfect

especially these months, things have really gone

my way, one outing was successful that is break

fast together and kinda fun keep taking pictures

like no one business and that's fun and after

a while take my own pic and its fun and fun..

nowadays, I feel that I'm a photogenic person rather

than those days emoing at one corner..

fun and fun and fun all I can think is fun and

some of the hottest actor in America

that is Paul Wesley..hahaha..lols..

at the moment, I'm having a bad chest pains

feels as I'm gonna died at this minutes,

really in pain and I will just have to

endure until the pain is gone.

people may thought that I'm talking nonsense but actually

I'm not talking nonsense..

At some parts, its kinda weird..

Especially on the last part because there's one

guy take pictures with me hahahahaha..lols..

Paul Wesley is the hottest guy..

I know Im kinda going too overboard..

I just like him a lot..I'm melting like an ice..

He's much more good-looking than Robert Pattinson..
Right now,I'm feeling like singing "Hot n Cold" by Katty Perry..

He's just too hot for me..Hot stuff.I cant miss it..

I can see that the picture looks as if he has R.I.P.

but he's just too hot stuff that I have to let him go..

How I Wish I Can Dream Of Him....

I think too much about him...

He's more handsome/good-looking and cool then

Robert Pattinson, the guy that Ive been talking about is Paul Wesley..

Robert Pattinson, no offense..Paul Wesley is more cool and good-looking,

I can feel that I am melting like ice..

From top, Robert Pattinson and the below is Paul Wesley..

Hot stuff..Even though, I only watch the previews..I can tell that

he's more good-looking..

As you can see in Twilight, Robert use a make up for his face to make

him look like vampire where else Paul did not use any make-up at all and that's

look more natural..

I talk like no one business..

Hahaha..LOLS...

I just feel that Paul Wesley is more hot than anyone maybe

except Robert Pattinson, I guess..

Hahahahaha..LOLS...

Flashing Back On the First Day Of Raya

my beloved dad and I..

my family photo that's there's dad,elder sis,second sis,

fourth sis and also me..

we are kinda photogenic except for mum..

photo wif mum..

Isnt this nice or is it called beautiful..??

hahahaha..lols..

Pictures of siblings and cousin..

how I wish everyday is like this..

NO WAY!! GHOST..you are spoiling my mood on Hari Raya

you're getting in my way..you're not letting me to celebrate..

Wherever I go, there's always a ghost behind me,

how unlucky can I get..

from left hand corner,2nd sister,me,cousin,

elder sister and cousin..

Pictures here and there..what to do

nothing better things that I can do..
From left corner, two cousin in pink,

me in the middle and my sister ..

sticking out the tongue..omg..Im gonna
vomit blood soon..haha..lols..

For fun..Donald Duck..

Quck..Quck.. look like an

IDIOT..!!

my disgusting elder sister and also me...

haha, both of us are the same..Elder sister on left wearing black,Second sister on right wearing white, Fourth sister wearing white in the middle and lastly me in the middle of my elder sisters..
Aunt and I during Hari Raya. my small sisters in white, cousin in silver and that's me in black.. my faVe aunt and I..

right now at this minute I'm writing a letter for my whole class I'm just writing for them because that's the only thing that I can give them, I'm just getting more and more emotional day by day, maybe I will cry without noticing myself that there is teardrops on my hand..even now when I want to type this my heart is shaking and feeling like crying so much because I'm afraid that I will never see my classmate again..perhaps I'm thinking too much but I know I got to face the reality that secondary school life will not be forever that it has to go on and maybe we will meet again 5 years down the road..while all of them are running after their own goals. That's include myself too running after my own goal maybe I might not be in Singapore, maybe I will be all around the world working very hard and maybe after 6 years later then I might come back to Singapore..maybe I'm just thinking too much about it..

These pictures are edited by me..
Due to my bored to the core and wanna keep
myself busy because Im bored to death..
Sounds kinda pathetic,isnt it..?
Hahaha..bored to the core at the
moment..very the bored..

in the morning, kinda talkative..talk and talk..then first two period is PE lesson and every PE lesson will have to do 2.4 or even 5 items..getting fed up wif some potato teacher..how bad luck can I get to have this kind of teacher..that person is not wearing the attire and get scolded and get canning but some how I dont look at him that doesnt mean I dont care but Im care inner of my heart even though I dont take a look at him but during PE lesson, I noticed that he did give me strange or even weird look and I just like "whatever" towards him and we were at the hall..


tbc..

somehow I organized quite a lot of last minute outing that all the Malay students go break-fast together and I know that some of them encounter quite a lot of problem, for example of what to wear and so on and after few days..they have agreed of what to wear and where to meet..As for the boys, they will meet at the venue while the girls are taking ride from Mr Shaiful and that's include me too..My three friends was late and both Mr Shaiful and I waited and waited that it took at least 20 minutes to let them reach at my place..We talk and talk inside the car as we are on they way to the place we talk and talk but Mr Shaiful noticed that Im kinda keeping quiet thinking someone that I started to like but Im kinda sure that its not my CLASSMATE..If I would ever like my own CLASSMATE, I would rather jump down the building rather than going through all kinds of things with some person..

wow..nowdays i feel that i've been upto something which is making a last minute outing that altogether is almost 3 to 4 outing and I only tell certain people maybe because they are trustworthy and understanding..haha..after making all this kind of outing, I just dont want to separated from all of them after friends with them for 4 years and whenever I listen to the graduation song and Im afraid when we have our farewell assembly at the school hall flashing back all the memories that I has left the school..Will I be able to see my classmate in 8 years down the road..Will I be able to see everyone and I hope that everyone will be very close after all the outing even though mostly is organized by me but I think I will miss all of them...sorry people..Im kinda feel like crying..How I wish time will stopped for me and the rest of them...Perhaps only for me, hoping time will stopped for me..

Somehow, I wrote a storyboard line about someone and today that particular person is late for school and indeed almost what happen in my story is almost the same..haha..I know its kinda lame but what I wrote is basically all about my life in high school thats why its kinda personal towards me when at times when I no longer get over someone and I read back the stories that I wrote, I just find it very funny that I like them and I will asked myself why did I like him and I will try to think and think..lols..haha..well im just randomly saying the fact..haha..

What hairstyle suits me better that will make me look more feminine or should I just be myself but not like Kristen Stewart, I just think that I need to change. Somehow feeling like dye my hair to brunette color rather than black-brown because my current hair is somehow brown because I bleached it secretly without letting my family knows except for my besties friends..Whats the reason behind it is because I look kinda haggard or whatever it calls..

Which one looks perfect with me?? Which is better for me or should it by myself?? Everything looks nice on her except for her..Maybe Im just lack of confidence..Kinda looks plain to my hair at this current hair..Very plain..

Should I have this hairstyle then..Quite nice..Besides, all of these pictures is Kristen Stewart because Im a fanatic fan of her..Sorry at times,I will go very overboard talking about Kristen Stewart maybe because I like her lonngg hair..

I just find Friendster is not so good, I mean kinda useless not like Facebook with more quiz and quiz just dont feel tired of it at all..People can give comment at its status and its so bored like hell..Besides, its kinda lame..I feel like deleting my friendster..So boring...Freak..Friendster is so bored..Boring Like Hell...

haha..watch these awesome movie that make me laugh like hell..incredible..totally incredible that make me laugh until my stomach is in pain..especially Amanda Bynes and Channing Tatum because they are totally funny and humorous in the movie..I gurantee if you watch it you will also be laughing because Amanda disguise his small brother and enrol in school and she has her own motive because she wanna play soccer and thats totally exciting movie had I ever had..Totally funny..Full of excitement and humourous that can makes anyone laugh to death.As for me, I watched it like few thousand of times because Im kinda Amanda Bynes's and Channing Tatum fanatic fans..I really like them..Totally like them very much..Full of humour..Amanda Bynes can be a guy..Please dont be offends..Thousand apologies..Haha..Laugh Out Louds...LOLS...

At times, I will behave two personality in one person. But dont worry people I will try my f***** best to be myself again.Not too worry so much..I will try to be myself again..Sorry Im not trying to be aposer over here but actually Im just getting so cry here and there..

Hes Just Making Things Difficult For Me

Just dont force me to be like this person..Im already tired of this kind of thing that I dont have any mood to be in love and Im just having feelings that have been rejected by countless of guy but the fact is only 3 to 4 guy but actually I really cant be bother by it but please dont make things difficult for me that I will do something that you will never expect from me.Please people, please dont hurt me and my feelings any further that will cause me so much pain..

If you really wish this person to appear again, I would appeal to you stop behaving in any way that will make me feeling hurt and perhaps I will come back but things doesnt goes my way perhaps I will be like the girl on top..Please dont make things difficult.I only ask this from some people..Please..but if someone just pretending to do something good in front of me but the bad things behind my back..I will just be the girl that is on top..

I almost gonna forget about someone not until one month that particular person talk to me on 9 Sep and all of sudden he ask me whether he can put his handphone inside my bag and I give one kind of look and I agree with it and I am confused Im just wanna know why in a sudden he talk to me and whats that supposed to mean by that is it he willing to be my friends again or is it something else..when I almost gonna forget about him, he talk to me and makes me liking him back when will this stopped..how I wish things doesnt have to go this bad that gives me terrible headache and a big problem.Maybe hes making things difficult for me..maybe yes and maybe not..how am I supposed to know whether hes making things difficult for me..

sat again and one whole day watching chinese drama.I mean my past time drama when I was kid and then one whole day took the face-book quiz and play Mafia Wars and Sorority Life..
Dont know how the play end up and end up just clicking the hyperlink thingy.Especially the Sorority Life..full of rubbish..end up just clicking the thing..as for Mafia Wars,its so f****** easy to play..one whole day at home and around 4plus get back home follow mum buy some stuff that is to make for hari raya, need to help that and that and no idea for blogging and playing games..So pitiful bah..thought want to go compass point look for heels for hari raya and grad nitex and look for dress for grad nitex..So busy like hell..Aiyoo..

today is saturday and here Im playing Mafia Wars and not studying for N Level and maybe Im gonna just flip the book but there will be two or three subject that I must study de..Especially my maths and my science but my ebs, maybe I will study because its kinda easy but theres a lot of things to remember de..I think Im gonna study last minute but I think that will be able to make it..just hope that I will pass my N levels..

Now here am I playing and taking quiz at face-book, its so fun..asking whether you can be a doctor and so on eventuallly I dont really intend to become a doctor.

Being take kind of job is pathetically disgusting..YUCKS..

If only someone that I like is doing the job maybe I will have to sacrifice myself to do something that is beyond my expectation..

Now, I am taking another quiz that is what kind of guy is attracted to you and I have done my quiz and waiting for the results and the results is the party boy..

I thought the kind of guy is like hot stuff guy or even cool guy but this is what I get..

Horrible luck is it..whatever it is I am taking another quiz again which is which tv couple are you..hopefully,thing will be great for this quiz..and the result is Jim and Pam, must be an ancient drama, I mean it is an american drama show..

I guess and now Im taking the quiz who is your movie love interets I can say it will be very interesting quiz..and here comes the results is P.S. I love You and now I am taking what career suit your personality type and the quiz is supper dupper long that it takes very long and the time that Im waiting for the results is I am a doer..

Whats that?? and here I am taking what type of vampire are you and the results is Im a twilight vampire and I wish that I has this ability to read people's mind..and now taking who is your ideal tv husband and I really someone that is hot stuff and cool guy and the results is Rick Rocardo and who the hell is he??..

Okay that's enough for this post and it is quite a lot of stuff in this post..

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Today during science lesson got angry by some wild boar in class and hes a fucking irritating that I feel like smacking his face really very irritated and I stare him quite a long time and I told him if you have guts to talk to me face to face then do it or else before I could finish my sentences, my anger is boiling hot very hot that makes me leave the lesson more than ten minutes and I went to my counsellor's room and I told her what exactly happen and nowdays I realised that I got angry so that I almost wanted stormed out of the classroom but I never did that cuz that will make my parents to come down to school..and I at least spent more than 30minutes at outside and when I went inside the counsellor's room..I non-stopped cry and cry until my eyes are so dry that I dun think I can cry at all but things really very mean for me and I cry cry that someone doesnt care at all..very freak out..and sometimes very angry that I feel like smacking his face de..