I dont know what I want for my life and for my happiness .
Will I ever get Mikhail Ashraf in my life ? Will we be together ?

I wont make you in a tight spot but I want the best for you even though you doesnt know whether I exist in your world or not . In time to come , maybe you will know my existence in your life . Even if your friends are giving me this weird and unfriendly look but I dont mind as long as Im concern I like you and I shouldnt care much whether they are giving me weird look , I dont care at all if worst come to worst if you give me the same look as them , I got nothing say to you .

A miracle has happen earlier on as what I've wish in the morning hoping that I'll get to see Mikhail at forum and coincidentally I happen to see him when I skipped my class and I was stunned and shocked for a minute as I couldnt believe it at all .

A miracle that change everything that I think and its good .

Besides , today is really a JACKPOT that I saw Mikhail , Sed and Alexander.

Its like package that I happen to see them as if I feel very lucky today maybe today is just my lucky day !!

I'm at the library and hes not at here at all and I think hes at the classroom as its 1337 so maybe he still have class so I was thinking that he might be coming but I was wrong as he will only come here during break or when he has project only , I guess .