This will be the fully update about me...

So,where should I begin??

How's Life??

How's My Current/Daily Life??

Am I Still Single Or Attached??

How Many Crushes Or The Guy That I Like??

Have I Come Across A Lot Of Rejection??

Have I Been Hurt For The Past 5 Months??

Have I Make New Friends??

Have I Been Out Of Love??

Have I Been Crying Quite A Lot Of Times??

Life has been very pathetic lately..

How should I say it...??

Life is totally unfair for me..Life is just very biased for me..when they like that particular person..Everyone will go to that particular person ..I thought that this year is my last year and I thought it will be a sweet and memorable year for me but everything is just not right for me..Whatever I do is always wrong and what others do is always right..What the hell is this?? Can I just fight for my own happiness??Can you give me what I always want in life so much?? Even if it impossible..can you at least let me fight with destiny till I get what I want?? This is so simple task..Can you just fulfil it for me only this once...??


How's My Current/Daily Life..??

It sounds like pathetic and shits..

Sometimes, I feel very happy and sad at the same times but sometimes I feel that life is very unfair towards me especially me..Things in these world are always full of crap and lies..When you like that particular person but that person does not apperciate it at all your feelings for them..Sometimes, I am very frustated with guys and sometimes I will get frustated with everyone that I know..Mostly, I will be frustating about boys/guys..They are just bunch of FREAKING BOYS, even after I say all this things..I will still like them..No matter how egoist are they..They are just human being like me...

Am I Single or Attached..??

You know the answers well enough whether I am single or not..

Well, don't beat around the bush..Let's just go straight to the point that I am still single..Who will expect me to be attached,right??

By the way, who will get so interest with me??

I am not that kind of girl that you can play with..I will thrash everything out with you when you did bad things towards me..What to say..I am this kind of person but I am not that tomboyish type at all. I am putting a front act but actually but inside of me tells me that I am not that strong at all.. I am just showing everyone my outer layers but not that inner. Every human has their own weakness and greatness..

How many crushes or the guy that I like this year..??

Well..not more than 10..

Firstly, from last year till now is Jeffrey Toong

Secondly, from last year till now is Benjamin Lau

Thirdly, from April till June is Teo Jin Zhi

Lastly, from 8 June till 21 June is Calvin Tay

This year has been obviously increasing/decreasing to only 4 guys.. Sounds pathetic,isn't it?? Obviously .. Do you want know everything in details?? I am willing to let you know..

No 1 : Jeffrey Toong

Personal Information

Jeffrey Toong Chow Seng

Class History : 1A,2A,3A,4A,5A

Birthday : 14 August 1993

NCC Land ; USM

Rank : Quite complicated..(Don't seem to understand)

Horoscope : Leo

Description : Cute,Short,Chinese,Fierce (at times),Chubby ( I guess)

Handphone : Guess it by yourself then..

Home Number : Guess it too

Like him since 11 July 2008 till 2009 ( Forget the specific date)

What event : Awards Nite ( Marshal Duty and Escorting People )

No 2 : Benjamin Lau

Personal Information

Benjamin Lau Cheung Kiat

Class History : 1/3, 2/3, 3/2, 4/2

Birthday : 28 February 1993

NCC Land ; Quarter Masters ; In Charge Of Part C

Rank : First Sergeant

Horoscope : Pisces

Description : Tall, be-spectable,quite chubby,body-builders,good-looking,

smart; genius,not that handsome,helpful,polite

Handphone : guess it by yourself

Like him since 21 August 2008 till 8 June 2009 , it's been ten months that I like him..

Event : The day when both he and I are sec 3 inside respective Land and NP room and he asked me whether I got rag or not and I lent to Land.. From there, I start to like him.. Quite weird..Hahahahahaha...

No 3 : Teo Jin Zhi

Teo Jin Zhi

Class History : lalala.. 4/1

Birthday : 30 April 1992

Horoscope : Taurus

Description : Pale, be-spectacles, quite tall, quiet, polite,mature

msn :j_jinzhi@hotmail.com

Like him since April till June 2009

Event : During UG ceremony and UG council training

No 4 : Calvin Tay

Calvin Tay Yi Chun

Class History : lalalala..4/2

Birthday : 27 August 1992

NPCC ; CI

Description : Chinese, be-spectacles, kind, quiet, mature

Handphone : guess it by yourself

msn : calvin_tay@msn.com

Like him since 8 June till 21 June

Event : Ist Drill Test

Here I come about Rejection Of LOVE

There is quite numbers of rejection that I has been gone through but except for one which is Teo Jin Zhi, because of someone that is called Calvin and make me loss focus on Jin Zhi but then after evrything has happen between Calvin and I.. He is bunch of idioticfreakweirdos... Actually, when it comes to rejections, It's quite normal for me because I have overcome it for the past 16 years in my life..

There is nothing that I can say about this topic actually..I am just feeling heartbroken and nothing..I will just dropped the topic then...

Have I been hurt for the past 5 months??

Actually, it is not that pain at all.. After crying for the past few months and cry everything out.. I has feeling much more better than before.. Somehow sorted out my feelings and everything..

Not much to talk about this either..

Have I been out of love??

I will only tell you this that I have been out of love like a billion times..Actually only 4 to 5 rejection only..that's all..

Not much to talk about this either...

Have I been crying lately??

Not at all..except for one thing only..My friend's mum has passed away..

Nothing much to talk also..

@yuhaha