Will I get another breakdown from another person ?

I know myself too well enough than anyone else that I will get a breakdown when things doesnt go my way anymore and all of it will be shattered just like that.

Will I ever risk my heart again?

Maybe yes or even no. At times, I say no but soon or later it will just be opened again by itself..

Will this come to an end?

Yes, it will come to an end when the time is ripe. Everything will be gone just like that.

Will it be gone forever?

It will be gone forever and ever. Now and forever. Soon or later, I will forget about you. Every single thing about you will just lost and I cant take it back.

How long will this last?

It will not last forever. This gonna end and soon or later, will be having a breakdown session that I will start to cry everything out..

I know that it will not last forever!

Exactly! Once its not yours, you will have to let it go. If its yours, it will return back to you.

One day, I know that my feelings will not last forever when I know something about him and soon everything is over!

Soon or later, every feelings for him will just go fade. All I can say is "ITS OVER!"