Is it wrong to like your own classmate??

Why is he avoiding me and how long will this drag till??

Is it until I graduate from school??

I guess i will have to stop this before it turns to worst!!

I intend to write letter to him as in not love letter but its a friend letter!!

Please dont get this wrong if you read this..Im just trying to voice out my feelings..

I dont know how to start the conversation between us and I just find things will be very awkward...How should I stop this and if things get worst, I guess I will have to do something about it rather than ignoring it and faking all my laugh and smile..maybe he doesnt realise it but I can tell from my deep of my heart,that I am just faking this all my laughter and my smile just to inform him that Im ignoring him...I need to calm myself down before I do things that is overboard..Sometimes, I feel like irritate by his presence and I just find it very difficult to say out his name...Why must be this always be me?? Why cant it be someone else??

ayuhaha,

miss me and take care