Will he be able to forgive me and will he talk to me normally or is it hes feeling paranoid from me and both of us is trying our very best to avoid one another hes avoiding me and I am avoiding me, how long will this will last..?? Why must he hear all those kind of those stuff from those people but not from my own mouth..why must this happening to me...how long am I able to endure this before I will do any kind of thing but I will get too extremist...

When I got problem, I will started to miss and think about Benjamin and because hes the guy that I came across and maybe because hes in the same position as him but Ben doesnt do things until this extend because he is different class from me while hes another stream...

ayuhaha,

miss me and love me...