If you cant challenge yourself by overcoming your fear,I dont see the point of living in this world.


Theres really no point in living if you dont challege yourself.


This will be my next year resolution in advance.


Things that I have done in my entire life was that to confess to a guy that I hardly known and that was shocking to my life ever. The moment was totally awkward but after awhile the guy start to avoid from me and my thoughts was that he doesnt like you and/or he doesnt know how to react and that was the first thing that I have ever done and thats my fear of confessing my love to someone but that wasnt the first one.

My first confession is when I was only 14 years old and I like this guy for almost 3 years straight and only my girl-friends know about this. There was once, I was his buddy and after awhile we fought over something trivial that we hated each other so much. After that incident, both of us stopped talking to each other.

Then after hating and dislike him so much that it wanna make me to confess to him again when both of us was 15 years old and until now I can still remember his birthday and what was his number in the past. I wanted to confess to him on the sec 3 adventure camp where all of the stream gather around to have camp for 3 days and 2 night! But it doesnt happen at all.

I dont wish to say so much and its been 3 years that Ive last opened up my heart.