Right now, Im typing letters for my CA. Unofficial letter and I dont really have any idea how long will this take for this to happen. When on Monday night, I pray to God to put an illness inside my body, and if hes willing to do that then next day, it will raining and the next day it did rain heavily and somehow I forgetten what Ive wished on the previous days and it took quite awhile that he has received my prayers that he will put an illness inside my body. Now, Im coughing very badly and theres times that my tears will be automatically when Im praying to God and what I wished for, only He and I know bout this . Its between both of us. I can never tell my sad and unhappy moments with my parents or even anyone. I will only share it with Him. He brought me to this world and I only believes on Him. He is my saviour and I will love Him even though I cant see or even feel his presence but I know He'll always be there when I need him. What comes around goes around. I believe in karma.