it seems that that person is really gone from my life and it seems that this time round, my wish has come true and during my school days, I tried to go to the forum where we sees each other at there but he wasnt at there at all.since, im a stuborn girl that wanted to get what i want and think of others while shes in the last place bout everything so I guess, I only think of my pride when it comes to relationship. Can I take back my wishes that I wanted to have that making him gone from me? But, when I dont see him I will start to search for him everytime I sat at the forum. Can I take back my words and its been 2-4 days that I didnt see him. Only You knows what exactly I meant by that. I will not say it out loud because everything is in my heart and now Im not sure what color is my heart is. But somehow, I've the answer and thats heart of black.thats all I could say for now. God, can I really take back my words? Lets make a trade, if I saw him or even took a glance and after that I will walk away and now its his turn not seeing me anymore. Can I take back my words? I LOVE YOU ALOT, ALLAH.