Its been ages that I post my past life.So it has been really ages and if Im not wrong, its been like almost a year that I have not post anything here and now I dont have any idea why I end up logging in and posting in blogger instead of onsugar. Alot of happen in this few years and somehow this blog is a private blog and I guess this is wear I can put my pain and sorrow in here.Last year till now, Im still single for at least 5 years and how long will it take for me to attached not trying to say that Im a desperado or what just feel that Im kinda pathetic and lonely with my life.Its been 7 months and Im single and now I cant imagine if I were single for 5 years.How will it feel.Life will be pathetic and I thought I can live without boys but Im afraid that I was wrong. I just feel that I want to be like any of the girls in these world.I really cant imagine when I see all of my friends and cousin are getting married,engaged and attached while Im single at one corner.